All the teasing and fantasizing we do this week will make you want to relieve yourself. But I am asking you to keep it all for me. I don't know if I w...nt that big load to flood my pussy, fill my behind, or fill my tummy," she said with an evil teasing grin, "but I do want it for me. I promise as well, that I won't relieve any of my sexual tensions either. I think we are going to have a wedding night to end all wedding nights. DO we have a deal??"Oh, you have a deal. I just hope I'm not having. The universe decided today is as good as any to mess around with me, Angela called me to her house said something about being home alone or homework I really wasn't listening at all. I got in whoa they are really hooked up again she said something but again all I was thinking about was stuff I shouldn't be thinking about but turns out I was right because she came down wearing matching blouse and a mini skirt that was just too low. She came and sat next to me the remote coincidentally. I felt that my life was being taken away from me. My only weapon was self-destruction. It would rob her of her life too. And I knew she clung to life more than I did, by then. It was a wager, I guess. And she backed off."We worked out a compromise — a deal."I watched her. I really had to check myself. It all sounded so normal — talking with yourself, fighting with yourself, making deals with yourself. Calling part of yourself by a different name."A deal," I said."Yes, Bruce. It was a few months. I mean, how could you not, when she died and they went into her house...oh my god. It was all in the newspaper, but, of course, they left a lot out of the newspaper, becasue there were plenty of well known and famous people who came to her stucco house in Eagle Rock for "lessons" I'll say she gave lessonsFor a year, all she gave me were voice lessons, and she was very good, too, she was the best voice teacher...but she was really a bitch, I hate to say that about anyone, particularly someone.