.." Dr. Montguehesitated and Marna leant forward, eager to hear the rest."They managed to save your life, but afterwards ... it was necessary toreanim...te you."Annah tried to hold Marna, but Marna shook her off, batting her mother'sarm away."No," she sobbed. "No!" She wrapped her arms around herself and drew herlegs together, bowing her head as if she were trying to curl herself upinto a little ball where she sat."Marna, Darling ..." I'm not me any more, am I? I'm ... him! That man. What's his. After that, I checked out some transgendered porn, but convinced myself it was a combination of the booze along with my lack of sex for quite some time, in conjunction with my fantasies about anal that fueled that fantasy. I tried to put it out of my mind, yet occasionally my fantasies would wander that way at times, and I would find myself again watching transgendered porn. Then one day while in a local mall restroom I turned from the urinal to see an attractive woman washing her hands at the. .. tense and uneasy, but also afraid ofwhat would be done of him if he turned his back and didn't follow theirorders. He was still considering if he should go back into the car ornot, when drops of rain started to fall down. Almost by instinct, hecrossed the street and found protection under "Ruby's" fa?ade, runningaway from the rain, and he became away he could have made a betterselection of hideaway, if he wasn't already on the driver's door andjust ran to the quickest dry place.He turned his. I do want The OWNER to enforce His orders bypunishment without limitation, by making me to do whatever He wantsdone.? I do want that, as one method ofdiscipline, I will get whipped, lashed, or caned. I do want the whippings tohurt and accept that they may leave permanent marks on my body. The OWNER maypunish me either for a lapse in my behaviour, for a completely arbitraryreason, or just for His enjoyment, amusement, or gratification. I understand that the Sixteenth Amendment prohibits slavery.