I bent my head and felt her nipple tip with my tongue tip and gently circled my tongue around her lips. She gave a gentle moan continuously as I licke... her nipple nicely and took her breast inside my lips and started to suck it.As I sucked her breast nicely, I started to massage her another breast and another hand I slowly left inside her jeans and panty. It was bit wet as I touched down there with my fingers at the entrance. I slowly rubbed it with my fingers and pushed my middle finger inside. Yet, part of me just wanted to die. I wouldn't dare go through with it, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized just how much I wanted everything to just end. The thought turned into a daydream of me dying, and how everyone in my life would react, until it got to Nicole. At that point, the daydream faded and I was knocked back into reality.I hadn't shed a single tear. I was sadder than I normally was when I cried, but I had no tears. Was I angry at Nicole? I had no answer. I was. My last piece of ass was to a woman in her mid 70's. My entire life I have been drawn to older woman. My wife was 6 years older then me but it was the thought of my mother in law that caused me to nut a second time on my honeymoon. Older woman know what they want and I will all ways give it to them. Maybe because I was raised by a single mom and a sister 4 years older. Twin cousins 10 years older and my Great Aunt also share raising me. My Grandma and her sister changed many of my diapers and. I said that I was and apologised. She replied that she didn't mind at all. When we were in the water, she suggester that I might take off my bathers to relieve any discomfort I might be having. "If did that I would be naked, Pauline". "Yes, but I would like to see your hard-on if you don't mind." "I wont mind, Pauline. No lady has seen me naked since I became a widower. I rather like the idea so Ill do it." I pulled off my bathers and stood, stark naked, for her to see me. Pauline could now see.