I turn and catch the clock just as it changes to read 3:45 am. Great. Here we go again. I try switching positions, on my stomach, on my side, flat o... my back, nothing feels right. The sheets bunching and tangling between my legs don’t help. Not even the sound of thunder can relax me tonight. Just like last night and the night before. I get out of bed hesitantly (what good will it do?) and walk into the kitchen. Goosebumps appear all over my body as I shed my blankets and expose my bare skin. I was thinking with the wrong head" "Who says that you messed up our marriage? I let you come home, didn't I?" "But Clarasey, you shouldn't have. You sure are a better woman than I'll ever be a better man. A better man would have said no. I didn't. I broke the vow that we took so many years ago. I don't see how you can even trust me now." "Monroe, you want to know how I can trust you? It's because you love me. If you did not love me, you would not be out here in the cold air beating up. Well a good long time friend of mine whom we talked daily and tributed her regularly, I probably did at least 25+ tributes for her over time. Mentioned she'd like to have me tribute her LIVE. Said she had done that before with a couple guys and they always liked it and she got really hot. I had never done one before but heard and seen and was extremely excited about the idea, so we set a time both of us were available to chat. Mmmmmmm was I excited. All week the messages back and forth,. While travelling we exchanged few words and at last. We reached and she said thanks and went in. there on whenever she use to go for shopping she use to call me to drop her once while riding my bike she started to hug me from behind wow! I just got stunned it was great feeling this continued for a month.Gradually we were become close to each other and we had long duration phone talks One afternoon I got a call from archana aunty and she told that her husband and son has gone to their native.