Yes, I was leading a hermit life for quite some time. Leaving her to my custody, Rahul left on some other mission. At that time I was sitting in lotus...posture in my pooja(prayer) room. Bhavana scanned the room around with her beautiful eyes. Looking at her lower lip protruding than her upper one, I thought, 'Here is a sensuous girl.''What do you think about i****t?' she asked. 'Is it wrong or right?' I was startled by her question, but managed to get my ground. ''What do you think?' I asked her. Oh God, between the rolled eyes and the hideous dress, I looked like the Bride of Frankenstein. But otherwise it actually looked quite realistic with my head perched on the wedding dress and the shoulders of the painted clown. The only thing spoiling the image was my hair, which was hanging down through the hole. I quickly wound it into a loose bun and positioned the foam batts around my neck to cover the hole and pronounced myself ready."Okay, batter up!" I called happily, ready to wind up the. He was my cousin, a member of my family. He would be disgusted if I told him I was attracted to him, or worse, that I'd rubbed one out while thinking about him. I saw my own desire on his face, not his, right? I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "I'll set the table."Mom came back as I was placing the flatware and plates on our dining room table. I heard her and John discussing the knives and the food he'd bought. I was standing in the doorway to the kitchen just as he finished the last. When?" Now. My place. I'm just about to drive home" Is your husband at home? I thought he liked to watch" I'll tell him later," I replied, hung up, and started the car, hoping he'd want to see me.He was already at my house when I pulled into the drive. "Sorry," I said, "traffic." I opened the door and let him in first. As soon as I was through the front door he pushed it shut behind me and pressed me to it. His mouth found mine and I kissed him back firmly, his hands reaching down to gather up.