But, that's a different story, and all of that ended about 8 years ago.Last Wednesday, I had got home from work around 3 a.m. (I work nights), and, as...usual, I went inside, took off my boots, grabbed a couple of beers out of the fridge, and stepped back out on the porch to smoke.That's when something happened that inspired me to create an account and write this.Every night when I get home, my brother's dogs come over from next door to see who is at my house. They are father and son blue pits,. " Stare even harder. Harder. Let it become your entire world."He stared and stared until his eyes began to water, until the samplebegan to flash to a negative yellow. He lost track of how long he'd beenfocusing until her voice broke again."Close your eyes now, sweetheart."His eyelids dropped shut. He was grateful. He felt himself slip away,his body sinking and washing away like water down a drain. He wasfloating again, timeless, blank."Imagine the color in your mind. You can still see it, can't. Trae watched as the man’s eyes bulged from his face. “Put your pants on man,” he said in his soft drawl.Sampson padded down the bed, and when Collin pressed against it, Sampson growled softly into his ear. Collin shrieked and scuttled out of the room and past Trae’s legs on his hands and knees. Edward and Raymond watched as the young man gained his feet. He crashed his way to the front door tripping over the obstacles and finally made his way out through it.Raymond looked at Edward, “He’s not. Now she welcomed the warm glow on her soft pale skin, getting out of bed and preforming her morning stretches routine in front of her large bay windows.If Lilian were another girl she would realise that standing where she was gave nearly all the houses on her street a perfect view of her supple teenage body. That as she stretched her slender arms behind her back, she was presenting her perky D cup breasts to the world. Or that to bending down to touch her toes was exposing her unshaven virgin.