I just want to be a mommy and I think that Miriam and several others agree with me there. I’m quite satisfied with my spot as a sentimental favorite...and with the knowledge that you want me so much, plus I’ll gladly help you with the pool conks and any investigative work that you give me. I’m still very much in love with you and always have been ... always will be. That’s a fact, Jack,” Michelle told me with a very loving kiss.“She’s right, you know. Marian’s the best choice,” Zoe threw her. ”I kissed her lips and said, “I love you”.She smiled and said one more time. I patted her head and said, “I love you so much, Kavi”. She pushed me down and started kissing me madly. After that, we had another session and freshened up.Mom came home and then dad came we had dinner and we slept under the same blanket as usual. (No sex this time, we just talked. We do that a lot. We talk a lot that we don’t have enough time to talk).It was a surprise to me that my didi was so sensitive and clingy. ”He tapped the desk with a long slender finger, like he was trying to figure something out, an equation that would make it all fall into place.“I think I’ve reached the end in trying to help you. Maybe boarding school would be the best option.”Astrid’s head whipped up and her voice came out far too loud, even if she hadn’t meant it to.“No! Don’t send me away. Just punish me. Please, you can’t, this… this is my home!”Oswald leaned back in the chair, folding his hands on his lap, but didn’t. The first snow was a doozy. Two feet over night and still snowing. The day before was picnic weather ... today it was 20 below. The cows were huddled up in the brush by the creek.The phone rang.“Hairy, Helen. John was shoeing the Dun and the bastard kicked him. We need help feeding the cows.”“On my way as soon as I fill the stokers.”I banged on Karen’s bedroom door.“What?”“You better dress warm ... it snowed last night.”She must have looked out her window, “I’ll say it snowed.”“And still.