” Oh, the things I would say if we weren’t squeezed into a confined space with eight other people. Instead, I gave my best I smell shit face befor... turning away to look at the view. As we went up, I started to feel dizzy. I’d never been up this high. The cars were looking tiny and I had to grab hold of the railing to keep from having a full on panic attack. My heart was pounding and I was trying to take deep breaths to compensate, but the elevator kept stopping at various floors and mine seemed. I crumpled it up and threw it away, unsatisfied with it and unsatisfied with myself. Hayden seemed sure of himself. He knew what he was doing here, but for me, I felt like a little fish in an ocean. Was I doing the right thing? ‘Hey Andrew, you wanna go get a bite to eat downstairs? I’m starving.’ ‘Yeah sure, I’ll meet you down there. I just uhm…gotta put away some books of mine.’ He walked out and I stared long and hard at the door after he closed it. At home, I never really had many friends.. Not that she could see the horizon; it's still dark and wet. Mostly we followed the light on the rear of the submarine conning tower.The German War Machine was gearing up. Germany was sending its maritime might, the Kriegsmarine, out to sea early. The better to be in-place to cause the greatest possible havoc. Waiting until war was declared was a good way to be caught sitting at the dock. Remember Pearl?The rough seas came from somewhere and I was waiting for the causative wind to hit.Wendy. It was a pretty bleak summer.When school started I gradually came out of my funk. Everything was going pretty good until about three weeks into my freshman biology class we began to examine genetics. The teacher did a class on blood types when the partially heard exchanges between my Dad and the doctors jelled in my head. I knew then Dad wasn't Chips' biological father. I became so ill Gram had to pick me up.When we got home I told her why I had become ill. She hugged me gently and told me one.