He was upset, not at what happened, but the lies that kept him in the dark.When I was done telling him, my husband walked over to the window, looking ...utside blankly, letting it all sink in, the lies and the deceit. He was shell shocked with the new information. Then he said something: “Mexico ... was Mexico a part of this?” I put my head down, more tears coming out of my eyes. “Oh no,” he said. “FUCK NO! YOU DID NOT GO AWAY WITH THEM TO MEXICO AND LIE TO ME ABOUT IT!” My husband grabbed his. ? Then hestood and looked at what she had assembled. Running his hands over the selection he picked up eachinstrument in order and showed it to her to add to her internal terror.? He watched her reactions and saw her shiverat the catheter and plastic bag and the scene that was to unfold finally filledhis head.? He now knew how the end wouldcome.? He left the kneeling woman and went from the room returninga few minutes later with a pitcher of water and a glass.? He filled the glass and gave it. "He hadn't forgotten but just didn't want to think about it."Hope you've got a clean card and charged up the batteries," she said."Yeah," he said for only yesterday he had downloaded the card clean and put the batteries on to charge."I was hoping we could go out somewhere," she said nodding at the rain-spattered window, "but it looks like we going to have to stay in." Never mind dear," he said, "I've turned the heating on so it's nice and warm." Look what I've brought," she said unpacking the. ” She opened out her arms. Would he come to her or would he run away?She’d started the pills again, which would be a terrible waste if he ran away. Hell! She would be terribly wasted if he ran away. Her planning was partly charity, but partly desire. She missed Larry.Danny came, reluctantly into her arms. She folded them around him. Her hug pressed her breasts against his chest. She was an old woman, Lance’s mother for God’s sake; but he still got a hardon. He twisted so it wouldn’t be pressing.