’ ‘Wake up, Jamie, wake up, you're having a nightmare.’ I blinked open myeyes to see Alex looking down at me with a worried look on her face.‘...ou were shouting. I had to wake you up.’‘I'm OK, thanks,’ I said, rubbing my hands over my face and then Iremembered the dream, ’Has anything happened, where’s Shane?’Alex frowned, ‘No, nothing’s happened, and Shane's back at the flat withNin, don't you remember?’‘Oh, yes, sorry, I forgot.’‘What were you dreaming about, baby? It seemed to be something. He gave me a award winning smile and my heart boomed. "How about another hug, I've really missed you, buddy." The scent had disappeared from my clothes, and i craved more of it. He looked around the warehouse and then stepped off his lift. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me towards him. "I really can't control myself anymore.." I looked up at him, I wasn't sure if I had heard him right. "I-" His fingers sank down from the small of my back and found their way to my ass.. Now stop fucking around." I yelled to him switched off my cell and went to sleep.I was like this. At the age of 22 I was still a virgin. I was not that much interested in girls. No I am not gay. But I am much more interested in mature women. So my friend Abhishek's chick talk hadn't affected me. All though I had a body to which all the girls of my class got attracted but I never gave them a shit. I was 6'2" with muscular body which I kept in shape by working out daily. This habit from 8th grade. I wish it hadn't gone that far, but if that's how it has to be then I have to deal with It. I hate that he can't except me for who I am. Wiping the tears from my eyes I look at my father. " Do you wish I was dead?" I asked. His answer was a slap across the face. A hard blow and a stinging left cheek was all that was needed. " I love you too dad" I said with a smile. If I never see him again I just wanted him to know that. I walk down the street with a guitar on my back and five dollars in my.