I didn't get up until I heard the doorbell ringing close to ten. I grasped the side of the bed where my wife was missing to make sure she hadn't slept...in and was late for work. I shot my eyes through the alarm clock and cursed. Who was here? I still had my nylons and black nightie. My wig was a mess and I still had make up on.The doorbell rang again - this time with an impatient knock. Shit. I grabbed a light silky robe that my wife liked to wear some mornings and raced downstairs struggling to. Mmmmmm. I return my attention to my Master turned slave. I wrap a few more rotation around his wrist and the headboard and repeat the task on the other wrist. I step back and look at my handy work. Nice!He is on his knees on the bed, with his hands secured to the headboard. Completely at my mercy, I stand off the side of the bed and reach for the lube…then my toy. I smile as I lick the dildo and put it in my mouth for him to see. I apply lube and crawl back on the bed. I come up behind him. He was driving me crazy with lust. Iwanted all this, I wanted release, I wanted him to bring me to anorgasm. While, at the same time, I was feeling so disgusted withmyself, so violated, that I didn't even have enough in me as a man tostop what was happening to me.The emotional guilt of it all worked on me and I felt like a helplesswoman. Something inside me wanted to run and hide, to bury itself sodeep, that the pain, guilt, and shame could not touch it. The man Iused to be was slipping away,. Naan avalukaga kaathukondu irunthen aval vanthaal enathu arugil amarthaaal mele bra aninathu irunthaal pinbu penty aninthu irunthaal. Parka migavum sexyaaga irunthaal “ivalai paarkum anaivarkum ivalai ookavendrum endru thondrum”.Pinbu naan avalidan enudam veliyil vara mudiyuma endru ketten atharku aval mudiyaathu endru sonnal. Naan avalidan evalavu selvaanaalum paravaa illai endru sonnen aval naan baril keetu sollugiren endru sonnal. Angu sendru ketu vitu vanthaal naan varugiren aanal ennal.