"Phoebe snorted, "And don't think I don't know what you have done, NATALIA.I am a reporter and a highly successful columnist. You may think Jessicaan... I are monsters, yes, Jessica, I know what you did to her too. You maythink Leanne and people like her and Lisa are monsters, but I know aboutyou. What you did to the entire Vargos Family exceeds anything that wasdone to you. Anthony, his sister, her children and husband, all of thesecurity personnel. All of them. And now you think rescuing. If he pulled another ship those bastards on the surface might very well escape. Then there was the fact that if they were attacked this was a one way journey. He wasn’t about to want to lose another ship-.It was a damn hard thing he had to do. It was bad enough that Zan WANTED to go off on this mission. Derrick said a silent prayer as he turned to look at Zan. “Alright, BUT I want constant reports from you. I also think that you shouldn’t engage unless you have no choice. I mean it Zan disobey. Were we in love? No, I didn't think so, but we needed each other; we were good for each other.There is just something therapeutic about a woman's body melding into one's own as tongues and hands explore each the other. Melissa tasted good, and she made no demands other than to be satisfied when I penetrated her. On those occasions I went to what I considered extreme lengths to prove my capacity to satisfy. She too, always took time to assure me of my more than adequate skills in that regard. We. Gillian let Cecelia cry it all out while she held her. Cecelia lifted herlips and pressed them against Gillian?s, softly at first and then needy.Gillian wiped away Cecelia?s tears and Cecelia wiped away Gillian?s.?You look like a panda,? Gillian said to break the tension.?You look beautiful, as always,? Cecelia replied and this time there wasgenuine passion in their kiss.?You?ve ruined this jacket. I?ll never get your makeup out of it,? Gilliansaid unaffectedly.?I?ll buy you a new one.? .