. and, I shouldn't have treated you like it was." I stopped there, feeling a little awkward as Luke continued to stare at me, but when he didn't say a...ything, I added, "I'm sorry."He smiled at that. Obviously, he'd expected an apology, and I had to admit that I probably owed him one, as much as that seemed to take my pride down a few notches. After everything I'd learned today, the last thing I'd wanted to do was apologize to anyone."Look," I said. "When I told you I was disappointed. Your nipples are hard Dawn; I can feel them against my fingers as I stroke you. You turn to me and we kiss. Your lips hot and wet, I can taste and feel the lipstick as it vanishes between us as our tongues meet, entwine and dart in and out of each others mouths. I hold you tight, so tight. I can feel your heart in your chest pounding against me. I can feel you breathing, faster, like me. I reach for the buttons on your blouse and undo them all the way, your breasts exposed to me, you pull down. ”“Will we need to ah slow down?”“Fuck no! Think of it this way. I just need to take my pill, just like you take your pill. That way, we can be as active as we choose to be. If you’d like I can get an STD test?”“Okay, I will as well. Now, get back over here and so I can hold you, while we talk.”Max climbed back into bed, his leg laying between hers. His head on her shoulder and an arm around her chest.“What do you like most about me, Max?”“Your openness and ability to have a conversation. You. He agreed to my price, and said he’d have the money at our regular meeting that Wednesday. I got on the bus and pulled out my sketchbook on the ride to Benjie’s house. I had started drawing to pass the time on the bus once there were no longer any feet to look at“You draw?” Benjie asked.“I draw and paint, actually. I still need to work on human figures, though.” I showed him the study of Kevin I was working on.“Think you could draw a picture of me?”“I can draw it today if you have time. It’d be.