But I've never heard of anyone who wanted something but couldn't bear to look at it.” Once she explained it, in a screwed up way, what she said make...sense… even if it was in a strangely fucked up way. “Patty wasn’t like everyone else. He suffered from a Sexual Aversion Disorder. That’s why he didn’t want to make love to me. It’s also why he gave me the birth control pills without telling me. He had trouble dealing with it himself and was deathly afraid if we had a child, that child would. Mark could see it too. He said, ‘do you want it in your mouth?’ My husband quietly said yes. As I had before Mark said, ‘yes, what?’ My husband stammered ‘yes, sir’. Mark directed him to crawl over and start sucking. He did, we both sucked and licked his shaft, licked his balls. Huge turn on. Mark pulled me up on the couch with him. I sat there with him stroking my breasts and watched my husband go to work on his cock. It was amazing how much of Mark’s cock he could f***e down his throat. He. Im so glad I did what I did. I missed you so much." I stuck my hand out. "No youre a man now but that don’t mean you get out of this." he wrapped me up in a bear hug and ruffled my hair. "Boy im proud of you. I knew I would be. Just keep the grandkids away for a bit!" we laughed and as the night wound down me and veronica made our way to the limo. I turned around and whistled to the crowd, waving goodbye before I left for my honeymoon. Taylor robby and aaron ran up to me and stood beside me. For once, my teacher had managed to convince my parents that I had to go along. Gunilla had fixed me up with one of the boys from my class and... When we were alone, he was suddenly all over me, kissing and all and I got so scared. I mean, he... I didn't want it that way. You know, he was so fast and... I panicked and ran. You're so... considerate."I thought about it for a second."You were with him, because you wanted to, you know, be with him, right. I mean, he though you wanted it, didn't.