‘I love you so much it hurts. Yes, I will stay with you, no matter what. It pains me to see you so sad, and to know that I am the cause of that sadn...ss. Please forgive me.’ His tears disappeared at my words, replaced with the smile I had grown so dependent on. He wrapped me in his arms. We stayed like that for a long time. Much to my surprise, once I had made my decision to stay with Sasha, I was aware of an enormous weight lifted from me. I still dreaded the confession I would have to make to. Aggie’s team had also found and activated an elevator very near the Green Mall home complex, similar to the outside elevator in the apple orchard of Red Mall. And meanwhile Toshi and Holly informally became the heads of the two political factions. The two were determined to find a compromise.The break came on Wednesday evening about a half hour before their scheduled group meeting. With the span of one minute, the census counter downticked twice, dropping from 010:092 to 010:090. The deaths. I hated Reggie! I liked Bailey! (A Lot!) I wanted to fuck Bailey. (A Lot-Lot!) I wanted to kill Reggie. I blamed Bailey for Reggie. I felt some minor guilt towards Reggie about Bailey. I really wanted to fuck Bailey and I didn't know if she was going to come by. I hated not knowing! By the time Bailey showed up, I'd driven myself into quite ... if I were female, it would be called a 'tizzy'.I had also made myself naked.She turned from closing the door and squeaked. Her eyes widened at my nudity. I was in line at a neighborhood corner liquor store where I struck a conversation with guy in front of me. He lived in the area about 2 blocks from where I lived with my family. He bought a bottle of Jack Daniels and a pack cigarettes and left. I paid for my items and left the store. To my surprise he was outside the store smoking a cigarette. We started talking again and he eventually invited me up to his place if I was doing anything special. He said he would share the Jack Daniels with me if.