”Juliette said, “Beth is spending Saturday night with me. Will you do that to us then and maybe fuck us both too?”Again I smiled and said, “I�...�d love too.”Juliette let me taste her every night before bed and after she had her bath. I wanted to fuck her but she insisted that Beth and she were going to let me do it together.+++++On Saturday Beth arrived. I started to compare the two girls for the first time. They were approximately the same height, same weight, and the same build. Beth was dark. The other two were in bed when she got to her room; they were either asleep or too nearly asleep to make small talk. After she’d changed and had her bathroom time, she lay in equal silence. But Donna’s question stayed with her. Would Andy support her? Financially, sure. Not now, but getting married before graduation was a sucker’s choice. Things could happen in the next two years; Andy could get hit by a truck or fall in love with another girl. Somehow, she thought the truck was the greater. I rose on my toes andlooked at my legs. Too muscular for fashion they still looked good inthe sheer black mist that enveloped them.Months earlier in a manic fit of computer shopping I purchased an outfitfrom a tall and large woman's web site. I spent too much money and mybudget took a hit that forced me to live very cheaply for a few weeksbut it did not matter.I slid the black dress over my head. It fell to just above my knees.Lace edged the hem, neckline and the slight suggestion of sleeves.. I really did not want to go. I would have been happy to stay. I thoughtthat the problem that I was having, whatever it was, was about me, andtherefore the answer was prayer, not a month of sin. But my older brotherand some of the other guys my age pressured me into venturing out.I never thought I was gay. I like the girls in our community, and Ienjoyed being among them. I thought those feelings were normal. I wasnot sexually attracted to them, but I thought that this was because Iprayed.