No big party -- just an embarrassing moment when the waitresses of a restaurant presented me with ice cream and a brownie with a candle stuck in it an... sang me "Happy Birthday," in front of a laughing crowd. Daddy promised they would make it up to me later, after we got settled in Kentucky. I doubted that. The only thing good thing I could foresee was that in another year, I could escape the hick town we were moving to for college. I already had my eye on a couple of West Coast Schools.Most of. I grabbed more chips, dip and more soda out to the living room. My son was completely engrossed in the fight, one of the other boys, Robbie, the biggest of the group was exchanging tips back and forth with Jason, talking about which move should be done where. Kevin however, the one who was just in the kitchen turned and was obviously getting his eyes full me once again. I’m not going to deny it, 38, I’m in very good shape. But I loved the attention. I blew Kevin a seductive little kiss, and. "Well, I did kind of jump into all this. I don't know, she has me all confused," He finally says his tone serious and plaintive with me."Do you still love Annie?" I ask, even though I know his answer."Well yeah, but she is- well dead." he slashes his hand through the air. "I can't-" Do you love the memory or do you love the ghost?" I ask trying to help him break down the feeling."Hu?" Do you love Alys the same way you love Annie?" No" He shakes his head and looks at me in shock at the. You have fallen behind a couple months." He said, scratching his beard. They walked over and sat on the couch adjacent to one another in the living room."I know; I have been trying to get you some cash. I am really sorry." James said, looking down at his hand, twiddling his fingers."James,” Ronald started, “We can't keep falling behind. Do you have any thing you can pay for rent at this moment?" He asked as she sat down on her couch.James reached over to the table and checked his wallet, "I got.