You smile and command "Use it on me now, I want you to get me off with it. But also, I want you to watch it go in and out, thinking how much you wish ...t was you fucking me, but knowing if you did, you'd come in a minute and lose the bet." You catch me totally off guard with your comment and playfully ask "You scared?" You know that comment hit home as I take it and start to use it on you. You're so excited and turned on, it doesn't take any foreplay because you can handle it all, going in and. I hope that Ryan was right when he said that you wouldn’t mind the television camera crew being here to record the session for a television documentary about human sexuality.”“What? I, I, I guess not.” I replied, not really knowing what was going on, or realising what I was saying. I thing I was subconsciously knowing that Ryan wouldn’t put me in any danger. Dan didn’t really give me much time to think about it as he ushered me over to meet the film crew’s director.After the introductions,. Someone standing behind Malvika leaned excessively on her but she could do nothing about it in the crowd. Later she stared realizing that a hand was groping her buttocks. She could not even turn and look. She stood still but the hand continued to gently feel around her bum( Malvika has a liberal curvy bottom and I can imagine the bastard’s delight in exploring it). He was apparently feeling her panty lining first before getting a feel of her flesh. Though Malvika was shocked and irritated at. What is it about my life, my state of being, that is so unsatisfying, I ask myself rhetorically? Why am I so unhappy so... so unsatisfied, so unfulfilled?Is this what I want? Does this represent the limits of my professional aspirations?Deep, deep down I know that this is part of the problem. Raised in a strong, nurturing middle class family, I was taught to strive to be self sufficient, self reliant, to strike out in the world and climb the mountain and the next and the next, always looking.