.. and a blow job from her full lips... while her sister was assisting her... kissing her... She might realized of my dirty thoughts cause she cut th... air with a: forget about it! I wouldn't do it with my sister... I don't mind if you 2 get along with eachother and have some fun... but not with me, no thanks... They start laughing... I join the laugh after the awkward comment... and my dream dissolved just like that... Then the 'routine'... she took me to the conference on the way to work and. That’s just for the medicine in the syringe. Not giving the shot, nothing else. I still owe $40,000 on that shot. A charity picked up the rest. I can’t add more medical bills to my family when I have no way to pay them and have no honest expectations of being around long enough to figure a way of doing it. I hope to be here, but I won’t swear to it like I would have prior to the NOH.As I said, I was terrified and didn’t have anyone to turn to. It sucks to be in that situation and to be alone.. "I walked away from her, I was annoyed! People are always doing 'the right thing' for me without asking me! Why couldn't they just let me do what I want? Life wasn't fair at all!It was during this blue funk that I noticed where I was walking; I was by the Harding Plot I looked at the unkempt grave and its misleading headstone."Cassandra and Darcy were just like me, nobody asked them either!" I spoke into the air, not caring if anyone heard me, but then I heard a voice."Darcy should have known. Ready for the event? Oh Yes, how's yours? Excellent, it's sogood when a plan comes together." Then she took her time writing a notelisting a set of tasks for Fifi to perform."I have more calls to make, please refresh my tea then take this listand be getting on girl. No more insubordination." She looked at thecane. "I have a bell to summon you when I need you." Yes Madame." Curtsey. Served the tea. Another curtsey.As he reached the kitchen John took the opportunity to have a sit down,made.