I chatted with tons of men, women, couples, crazy people, sane people, you name it - I talked about it, thought about it, dreamed about it and wanted ...o try it. So I dove in, which is actually more my style than the insecure submissive I felt I was back then. For years my ex and I had discussed, flirted and toyed with the idea of mfm, fmf, and many other scenarios. Looking back now, I believe we were an unhealthy team. I know, of course I'd say that! That doesn't mean I didn't adore him or he. "I thought as much. You struggle with it because it seems to be about inflicting pain, and deriving pleasure from that. Ergo, that MUST make you abusive, or a criminal in making or some other damn thing?” I nodded silently, in awe of her perceptiveness. “And you are afraid that I will think less of you for these desires?” Again, I nodded. She reached forward and gently took my hand, kissing it. Too stunned and fragile, I did not resist. “You suffer because you want to experience that with me,. He needed to hear those words but was he ready for them?Dottie walked to the edge of the unkempt yard and stood watching Carl. He seemed upset, yet there was a different look on his face. He looked thoughtful. Dottie felt hope surge in her chest and turned back to her chair and the book she had been reading. She thought she had recognized the young woman and made a mental note to look her up in the next day or two to see how she had met Carl. Dottie felt a little guilty also because she. He starts to pull them down "No baby please. I dont want to rush things. Its not you its just im not ready to." I lower my head in shame but he takes his hand and turns my head to look at him. "Baby, ill never make you do anything your not ready for. Your worth the wait." he gives me a kiss.We watch the rest of the movie and i fall asleep in his arms.Thats all for this portion. Im sorry but this is a true story and i can just make crap up to make it more intersting. but if you dont like love.