One day, one of my room mates gave me a number and told me that u can call and talk to her and she is very nice person. Actually that lady is his clas... mate. Many days passed and one day, when i was feeling bored, i thought to call and and I did call. She responded well even though I am a stranger to her and I was very nervous as it was my first time in venturing to such an act. we introduced ourselves and then we decided to meet the next day in our colleague. i never seen her, so I was bit. At just about thesame time. I think it was probably at exactly the same time. I didsome checking several weeks ago on the internet, and what I suspected,and feared, after my accident, I found to be sadly true. That persondied that night. It was very quick. And the death, no doubt, hascaused problems."I stop and look away for a moment as a tear comes to my eye - yes,there were problems, and I can't do anything about them. I certainlyhave enough problems here to deal with, don't I. And. And no strings attached, just pure and plain sex.Bob and Jim are two of them. We know each other since long time and we are best buddies a lot. So, it was logic that both, being hunks as they are, should be inside the list of potential fuckboys I have. And one trip to the beach will show you how they were good at it.We gone with a bunch of friends to the beach. We stood at the house of a cousin of Marla, another friend of mine. It was the ordinary beach vacation, parties, beach fun, drinking,. He had waited for over an hour to see if I would come back. I packed and left. Mike saw me and apologized for Ralf and asked if I would stay. Ralf was leaving and he would be alone, the following night. I declined and walked out to my car. I still did not fully realize that I had lost Andy for good. My mind refused to accept that. But I fully realised remembering the look on his face and the tears in his eyes, that I had hurt him badly. I had not noticed that at all last night as I left to go.