After that I went near to them with shy, they both laughed at me and told me to sit near their feet and lick their feet like a dog. I licked their fee... for almost half an hour. After that they told me to stop and asked me to go to their bedroom and wait for them to come. I went to bed room and sitting like a newly married girl near the bed.After 15 minutes they both came inside the bedroom and laughed at me and told me that I should act like both of their wife till next day evening. For that I. My anger wasn’t that he would do these things, but that he would do them without challenging me or my motivation, something which a more classically masculine or assertive husband would have done, helping to protect me from myself. Beating myself up about my own behavior, sometimes during these days I shifted some of the blame from myself by thinking of how a different type of husband who would have helped protect me from myself. Maybe fifty percent of this was blame was unfair to Pete, but. But do I understand, maybe not as much as I should, what my son is goingthrough in his life which leads him to enter this situation? I am tryingto understand. I want to understand. And even if I never fullyunderstand my son and his needs and desires, I do want to support him inevery way possible.Now, of course, that supporting may require a few drinks.Judy and I did imbibe a few adult beverages after dropping theyoungsters off at the Beauty Salon. We also did some shopping anddining. All in. I launched right into the fact that other people saw her much differently than she imagined. Ashley scoffed at that. So I told her that this was something I could prove beyond a shadow of a doubt. She laughed and replied that there was no way in her mind that I could do that. So I figured that there would never be a better time to tell her what I had done. In order to do so I had to make a confession of sorts. I had to tell her about the visits to the strip clubs and surfing.