Finally he looked down at me and said “Honey, do you think I can make love to you please?”I just burst out crying, I loved this man so much, I had...waited three years for him to make love to me and here he was thinking he had to ask. I just nodded my head and he smiled, kissed me slowly, lovingly, and passionately on the lips and lowered himself into me.I can feel to this day, this minute, this second the feelings that went through my body at that moment. I couldn’t breath, I didn’t want to. ---Faith and Buffy woke up in a windowless room with only one door. Bothwere in pajama-like clothing, Faith's first instinct was that one ofthe men had undressed them. The feeling that some strange man hadseen her female body gave her the creeps. Seeing herself as femalewas getting a little easier now, probably had something to do with thedevice. It was actually making her think like Faith in very subtleways, she was still Jordan, but she knew what Faith would do. WhatFaith wanted to do. This movie was the hardest that I worked on so far. It took far more of my time, than I ever dreamed it would. Being the star and director was difficult work. I had wrote one scene where the President(who is a widower) meets an old girl friend. They spark up a relationship, with one sex episode, with very little nudity, just some shots of their behinds. Shannon and I discussed this scene a few times, on how we wanted to preform it. We decide to just go with how it flowed at the time. I told TJ. ‘You get ready or you’ll be late.’ She frowned a bit and stepped out to towel off and saw Ai press her ass back against him and turn her head for a kiss. She didn’t feel jealousy, not much. However, she did wish to re-enter the shower and stay at the hotel all day. She leaned back in and kissed Ai, swirling tongues together as Philip stroked the insides of her breasts. ‘Oohhhh… I wanna stay,’ she whined. ‘Work,’ Philip said, ‘we all have to work.’ ‘But Ai gets to stay with you,’ she whined.