I went to the top of the stairs where my notes were and took the call. She took her cup into the kitchen and then started to walk up the stairs. She m...de a pointing gesture in both directions. I assumed that she was asking directions to the toilet and not my bedroom. I think I got it right because she nodded when she opened the door. The door closed and I carried on talking numbers.I heard the toilet flush and then the door opened and the neighbourhoods best kept secret was revealed. There she. So i asked what he thought would have made it better. He said i would get better with more experience. i asked if he would be home the next night and he said he would be but that he didn’t know if it would be fair to me to carry on a relationship with him. i asked him why and he said because he wasn’t gay and wasn’t going to do anything to me so it would be one-sided. He said that if i was cool with that and still wanted to it would be great and if i didn’t he would understand. i didn’t know. The blue flannel shirt with closed buttons was somehow too long and ended at his upper thigh. His hands were deep inside his khakis' pockets as he sat down on the couch I bought for these sessions. The rooms were part of a co-op thing, and Tuesday was my day at the office. This was a day I wanted to rush him out of the office. I had a hot date that night but work before play. So I sat behind a sterile see-through plastic desk belonging to a now-dead startup. Boy kept his gaze firmly in the. We just had to wait about 15 minutes till we could get let in. I was huddled up against Mike, and he had his arms inside my coat wrapped around me keeping me warm. When we entered it was dark at first and the music loud and people standing everywhere. Mike was a little upset because there wasn’t anywhere to sit. So he guided me to a corner by the bar and we stood and ordered a drink. There were a lot of guys standing close to us and I began to feel eyes on me. Mike had opened the front of my.