..” she never got to finish her question. Carla tackled her, dragging her under the water and away from me. While the view of the two wrestling was ...ery, very erotic, I did want to know what Carla had told her sister.I motioned Becky closer so I could speak without anyone overhearing.“What is Jan talking about?”Becky grinned at me. “Carla came to get your trunks and told Jan that she had given you a little kiss. I guess she got a preview of what you are packing and was all excited. You got her. I looked at Andr? and was quite surprised. I did not know what to sayto him."John, it is logical, you are so beautiful and also your body is sosuitable for you to dress as a woman!"Again I looked at Andr?, perplexed. "But Andr? you have shown me somuch last week and now this, I do not know about it." You will see it will be wonderful and it will allow us so much morefreedom in exploring our special penchants! You have all the qualitiesto be a wonderful woman and you would be so beautiful. . After doing Davina’s arms I start going from her neck down her chest, kneading her breasts and stopping now to work on her nipples, which are now standing up, erect. Davina is now breathing quite heavily as I lick around her small areola, going from right to left then back and on to her nipples, sucking them in while I am still running my hands along her flanks, keeping up the pressure on both sides of her body. Davina sighs but I stop and move on, down her abdomen, her abs are also firm and. It's not Him. The problem is not He. It's me. i have done something to cause me to doubt. i was thrown by the comments of the person at work, and i allowed a small seed of self-doubt to grow. As it got larger, i panicked. It is *i* who feel i am not pleasing Him, not He who feels this way. *i* feel i am not doing enough. Not pleasing enough. Not attractive enough. Not selfless enough. Not serving enough. Not deserving enough. i'm simply not enough. Period. It seems He has accepted me as i am,.