Just accept this and it'll be alright. You look so naturally feminineand dainty this couldn't be an accident. This is really how you were meantto be, ...ou just need to realize this." The only thoughts in my head allscreamed are you fucking crazy bitch. I don't want any of this. Just leaveme the fuck alone you fucking psycho bitch. But I just replied "YesMistress Helen. Thank you Mistress Helen. I'll be alright." Yeah, once Iget out of this place and far from you and Masters William and Malcolm. Mark had never been much of a liar and truly disliked those that lied to him, so, as always, he told the honest truth."Yes, I got to her in time." Mark started, holding up his hand to quiet Nissie before she started, "she asked for a little time to heal before she comes in. Okay? It was her request not mine."Nissie nodded, it sounded just like her sister, thinking that Nissie was too delicate to see her hurt or weak.Again, with blazing speed, Mark had well over half the lock down procedures. Consuela came with us, started helping out like any good, ranch-raised girl. We chattered while we worked. Made me feel really good that Dan had found someone who would really fit into their life-style.After the kitchen was cleaned up, Consuela said to Beth, "Did you mention to the boys that we might drop by?" Yes, I did. Mary? Want to see how Johnny, Manuel and Paul are feeling about now?"I wanted nothing more, so we went out the kitchen door toward the bunkhouse. When we got there, the three. Excitement was off the hook. I had never had this feeling, ever. As I got to her neck and head it was plain she wanted me to see, as she was looking at me through the crack. Her greenish eyes bright and watching me. I quickly turned and leaped forward into the living room out of sight. I heard myself say “Sorry, didn’t mean too!” As I put the radio on and found a good rock channel, I heard the curtain close the rest of the way. Thinking about what I just saw put a smile on my face. She did see.