What caused this? What am I doing here? Where the hell did all this straw come from? Shit like that.When you're carrying around all these burdens that...just seem to have materialized on top of you... Well, a burden you can trace back to its source, even if self-inflicted, is almost a relief.And then there's the rest of it—coping mechanism, stress relief, endorphins, etc. Those help too. It's like a desperate man's massage or something. But really—and I can tell you this now, now that I'm on my. Do you understand?? ?Yes.? ?Now, because Cari is here, you will also find what is going to happenmay be humiliating for you. Do you want Cari to leave?? ?No. I want her to stay. That way, she will know what is expectedof me in the future.? At this point Dawson was sure he saw Cari lick the insides of herlips ? the gesture of one who was looking forward to what was about to happen. ?In that case we'll get started.? ?Okay, Mr Dawson, I am in your hands. What do I do?? ?First off, you need to. Angela was definitely a morning person.I am definitely a ten A.M. or so, person. Therein lay the potential for a world war, or nuclear exchange, or snark-battle, or something else really bad.After pampering her owwie for a long time, Angela joined me for a ride around the ranch on the ATV. She hopped in and immediately demanded the right to drive, so I let her have the wheel and she drove just fine. "It's the first time I've driven anything since the night I switched bodies," she commented as. Right before we flew over Kansas City, I had finally reached the limit of my tolerance for enduring their abuse."That's enough! All of you were right there the whole time. You could have spoken up before the situation got as bad as it did. Cindy knew she wasn't going to sleep with me every night. She was just trying to see if she could get more of what she wants. I don't want to play that game with her. As far as I'm concerned, I'm done with trying to convince her she needs to be a part of our.