Lest I wind up in the ditch, I reminded myself. It was getting harder and harder to believe that Natalie wasn't really sitting beside me. She was on h...r knees on the passenger seat now, pulling the collar of my shirt aside with her free hand to caress my shoulder with her warm lips."I have an idea," she said with a devilish grin, "but I should probably drive."I blinked and suddenly I was in the passenger seat with Natalie Portman behind the wheel. "Pull it out," she said, her eyes trained on. ’ ‘For me too. It’s a shame we don’t have more kids, but we have Holly.’ ‘Yeah we have Holly, thank God for her.’ ‘Every single day, believe me.’ We hugged harder and walked along the sunny street, heading down towards the Trocadero, where the looming sight of the Eiffel Tower would be in front of us across the Seine. A final romantic view across a stunning city. Later at the hotel we made love, slowly and easily. We fitted together as if we had been this way since back in the day. It was easy. "First they needed a stunt-dick, or at least that's what they call it. They'd shot the same scene in the morning, and for whatever reason the final part of the scene, when the guy shoots all over the girl, didn't work. So the director decided to shoot it again this afternoon. But the guy was all tuckered out. He could get it up, but that's all. So at the climactic moment they had me step in and come on the girl's tummy." You had to pull out?"Rod nodded. "Like I said, it's for Zero Phase, and. Burrowing through it on hands and knees, I found the unfashionable boots buried in a back corner. They should have been donated or tossed years ago, but now they served a more important purpose. Stretching my fingers, I reached down the length of the left boot and hooked out the small zip lock bag stuffed up by the toe. I smoothed it gently, almost tenderly, on the floor and gazed at the hair clippings sealed inside. Jenny had saved her pubic hair when she’d shaved it off, and given it to me.