Then turning away he lowered his shorts letting them puddle to the floor before turning to give me more than an eye full of his equipment. I stared op...n mouthed, and I’m sure I had the stupidest expression on my face as drool formed around my lips at the sight of his onyx monolith. And it was only at half-mast at that.“You… you’ve got… to be k**ding!” I stammered. “That belongs on a horse, not a human!”In retrospect I suppose it was just the shock of seeing my first uncircumcised penis that. He wanted to get into range management but needed the degree to be hired. I wanted him to work for me but I wasn't sure if I had room for him to stay here. When I found he was willing to stay with the boys until we could get a bunkhouse built, we agreed on a salary and benefits.I had planned on building the bunkhouse next year but with Steve willing to build it I decided to order another log cabin for the bunkhouse now. We would all be eating in the main house so I didn't have to worry about. You don’t want to do that.”“Have you always been so…”“Self-knowing?”“Controlling.”“You like being controlled, admit it.” I nodded and she smiled, “No. It took a couple of shitty boyfriends in college to make me this way. And a shitty boyfriend in my late 20s.”She went to a cabinet in the corner and took out a tube. She handed it to me and lay down on the table and said, “Have you ever done this before?”“No.”“Then do as I say.” She had me massage her breasts until she was ready and rolled over,. Overall, things are going well. To be honest, I haven’t been thinking too much about spiritual things lately. It seems to come and go, so to speak. I’m sure that when Stephie’s time comes, it’ll be foremost in my mind.”“I see that a lot with men and women your age,” he said. “God tends to come to mind only when they’re suffering or people they love are suffering. That’s especially true when they’ve had bad experiences with religion in the past, or they’re completely unchurched.”We finished our.