It was during that time that I decided that it would be easier for me to develop a software suite strictly for Florence and I did. She loved it and to...d a lot of her friends who owned businesses about it. Before too long, I had all kinds of customers and was making a nice piece of change on the side. Florence had also convinced me to start running and working out. I slowly began to add muscle to my skinny frame. I was probably never going to be a giant muscular behemoth but I did get into. It was a light brown colour that, against my heavily tanned complexion, looked absolutely terrific they said, and I believed they were sincere. After some 18 months I wore it dressed over my ears, softly waved and turned under at the bottom, I fancied myself as Errol Flynn when he starred in Robin Hood. I suppose I should have realised they were feminising me, but I didn't.By the time I was almost fourteen I had grown a fair bit and put on a bit of weight so I looked much fitter. Mum had. I hugged her and kissed her cheek, thanking her for this. She only asked that in return I NEVER tell anyone she was doing this for me. Of course I would do that. How could I ever betray her? I would take this secret to my grave if I had to.I anxiously waited for my birthday for the next week. I was very excited for what was to come. I would finally lose my virginity, to the woman I wanted to lose it to most. Each day seemed to drag on as I waited for that special night for me and mom.When I got. In any case, whatever she and Bernard had to say to each other had already been said over the past fifteen years. Probably more than once. There was little to add. Babs led a dull and repetitive life. It was occupied mainly by the demands of children growing up into boisterous boys. She didn’t complain. Having seen how other married couples coped, it was what she’d expected, in a way. But, at least, she was settled in herself and believed that this was a normal life-style for a house-wife and.