And this might sound like a complete contradiction. And you might not like it." A thing? Try me" OK... well.... hey you know I have a girlfriend, righ...?"He hestiated..."...Susan, right?...." Yeah. Well up till today she didn't know I've been seeing you." You told her?" Not exactly. She found some things in my apartment. She wheedled it out of me" What things?" A big dildo, mostly" Oh ho, Tim, you've been using a dildo on your ass?" Well yeah. I like how it feels. I like when you fuck me and I. I kept my head still so my husband didn't catch on to what we were doing.I felt an orgasm coming. I took Mike's hands off my hips and pressed them to my tits. My son's dick in me his hands on my tits were too much. I felt wave after wave hit me. All I could do was tense my body. It lasted a good thirty seconds. It was the longest orgasm I ever had. Exhausted I laid back on my son. He wasn't finished with me yet. He kept thrusting his dick in me. His legs went straight out. My son started. Since everyone new everyone there was no separation of church from one’s personal life. Guys my age went on missions, period. To not go meant total social censure and possibly being disowned by one’s family. It would also mean not having any girl to date or marry you since they were all groomed from the cradle to only marry returned missionaries.This would have been bad enough even if I still believed in the church but deep down, I didn’t anymore. Even before I left I had questioned many. I loved that. My dick started to rise. She rained kisses to the back of my neck. I loved that. My cock became fully hard and started searching for Brenda. She saw it and grabbed it. I really loved that. She led me to the bed by it. As soon as I was on my back she dove for it and engulfed it in her mouth. She made love to my dick. My dick loved her for it, reaching as far as it could for her. My dick and I knew she was not trying to suck us off. We also knew that would eventually happen so.