.. So I was watching your show, and it was a bit strange, but afterwards everyone was always talking about last night’s show... ‘Did you see the g...rl from Liverpool? Did you see that Irish teenager? Did you see what the fat girl did with that bloody big dog... ?’ And I’m thinking that could be me, they could all be talking about me, all of the country...”She smiles, looking genuinely excited about the prospect of being infamous.So this is about wanting to be on television rather than wanting to. He spread me open and stick it in me. I feel like he is using a baseball bat. It hurts me and I force me self to enjoy it. He grabs my shoulders and forces more of it inside me. now I am in pain. Tears from my eyes and I hold my breath to keep from screaming. he thinks I am having and orgasm and hits me harder. You need to finish please I tell him, and he goes faster and much harder. I worry about damage up in side me by this time. I did not want to stop him, so I took it. He lasted what seemed. I was hesitant and said "wait, wait" before she sent the text. "this is getting weird, this is going to be in front of all of you?" to which she said, well, we're not going to finger you, we're just going to watch. We need strangers to finger fuck you, like on that spring break story. At that point, there was a knock at the door. OMG. This was really going to happen! The girls sat on the couch and chairs and they were like "c'mon, get up there and give us a show!" I went into the bathroom and. It went off. "You can't be next. I'm sort of committed now." Can we watch?" Kyla asked.It was such a ridiculous question I didn't answer but Derek said, "It's okay with me." That was a shock. It was really dark, so I don't know that I would be aware of Kyla's presence once I was, you know, in flagrante butthole."Okay," I said, "but no chatter! Got it? No comments." Scouts honor," she said. I could see Marti's silhouette floating down the hallway. She wasn't interested in watching me fuck.