I shake, my arms limp as my ass is firmly on the ground holding the head deep inside me. I climax hard and fall to my back, my eyes clenched tightly s...ut, not a sound penetrating from the outside; the only sound is the pounding rush of my heartbeat in my ears.It takes quite a while for my body to recover. Or, maybe I just allowed a long time to recover, enjoying the surrounding sounds of nature to slowly return and envelop me as I gazed back up at the blue sky and the sounds of the city again. A lot of the boys I grew up with thought I was a sissy for never participating in their shenanigans but I would have rather faced ridicule than risk disappointing the one person in the world who cared for me. Looking back, maybe realizing that my aunt knew I was only human would have led me down a better path.I was also cripplingly shy. While I wasn't an ostracized nerd picked on and chased by bullies daily, I also wasn't ever seen running around with the "in" crowd. I did however have a. Again, I was so tired I was just sitting, staring at nothing. Gladys said, "If you don't want to come in tomorrow, don't. You've worked hard and might need a day off. If you want to come in, come in around three and work till midnight or something like that. The money usually isn't as good on Sundays and Mondays, but you can make some in the evenings."At home, I counted my money and found I only made thirty-nine hundred. I laughed at myself, "How can I feel bad with making thirty-nine hundred.. ‘Thanks again for the coffee,’ I smiled as I held up the mug. He returned my smile awkwardly and blushed even more. My heart melted. Nothing hotter in this whole wide than a sexy shy cowboy. ‘I better be going,’ he fumbled. I wondered what he would do if I threw back the sheet and drug him into my bed. That was not like me at all. My ex was pretty much the only man I had ever been with. Yet less than twelve hours after I meet this one and I am thinking about quite literally jumping him? It made.