Standing up I mentioned “Well lets get dressed for the shops.”Lorraine replied “I need to go home to get dressed, Pam come on lets go home, Fred...can you pick up up please. I think just one car would be Ok today.” We agreed.Heather and I got dressed for the shops Heather mentioned “I hope Pam finds someone soon?”Driving around both Pam and Lorraine were standing outside waiting for us. They go into the back of the car.On arrival at the Pines, Pam needed to go to the toilet. I dropped her off. By pure impulse, I waded the air where she was just now with my arms to see if she was still there. She was not.I looked around me again, dawn light was streaming pass the curtains through the open window. It has been so long since I left this place, even if in this world's pace, I haven't been away for that long. Has anything changed? I couldn't even recall exactly how this place looked like to decide if anything was different.Standing at the door, I let out a deep breath and turned the knob.. ..up her behind? That was even more disgusting than making her lick out her panties! Oh god, she hoped he would do it!Instead, he withdrew his tongue. She heard something that sounded like spitting. And then felt his finger right there, wet, stroking her, gently probing. It was like when he had had his finger in her mouth, only much, much more...what? Nasty? Exciting? Yes! As his finger probed deeper and deeper inside her, the combination of his violation of her and her helplessness. Things like being able to drink legally,or drive if I wanted to. Or having more money than I did back then.I considered the idea of being at school again. I'd hated it at thetime. While I'd been quite popular, I'd hated the whole being told whatto do, the lack of freedom, and the early mornings.I recalled the final day, when so many of the girls had cried at the endof the leaving ceremony. Personally I hadn't seen the fuss, it was causefor celebration if anything.Surely it wouldn't be any.