Par aek din friday ko muje isake bare mein pata chal gaya.meri sift change hui aur agale week ke liye day shift thi,mein ghar pe vapas aa gaya,mere pa...s chabi thi to mene door open kar diya,aur jo dekha wo dekhate rah gaya,sameer vishal ka cock suck kar raha thi wo dono bhi ekdam se gabhara gaye,mene ‘excuse me’ kah kar mera muah pher liya, Aur mene apane aap ko sambhalte hue bola ‘muje koi problem nahi hai,aur mein kisi ko kuch nahi bataunga,mein abhi bahar jar aha hua,bad mein miss call kar. What are you talking about?”“I’m not a real American. Not like you are. You were born here. Your dad fought in the army. I’m just a visitor. I’m just someone who came to live here for a while. I don’t belong. I don’t even sound like an American.”“You didn’t take me seriously? I was kidding around when I said that. Please tell me I didn’t make you feel this way.”I heard the distress in her voice. I shook my head at her and I saw her face relax a bit.“You aren’t just a visitor. You’ve lived here. “First, I want to apologize for the teasing and joking with Robby and Lee. I know it bothers you and we shouldn’t do it. Second, I want to apologize for the way I handled things this Summer. And third, if you’ll allow it, I’ll try to explain.”“Why?”“Because I’ve made quite a few mistakes in general, and I’ve probably made a few with you. You don’t have to listen if you don’t want to, and I won’t be upset with you if you don’t want to hear it. I was probably pretty insensitive and maybe so much. After he took a good long smell of the crotch he stuffed them in his jacket pocket." I answered with the tempo and finality of a teacher instructing a small child. "I really seriously take exception to the things we've talked about up to that point but they pale in comparison to you peeling off your panties and giving them to another man." Oddly I found myself in that zone where my mind said I had all the time and space and power in the world. I had patience, I was calm, and I was in control.