I was tired and I needed to wear the edge off my nerves. I parked in front of the pub I got there just in time to greet The Brit as he opened it up."H...y Brit," I said as I walked by him toward the bar. I chose the bar because when you sat in the middle of the room you knew just how close everyone was to you."Well did you buy anything," he asked."Yeah I got what I wanted. You can't really get the choices here you can down there. Did I tell you this is my birthday?" I asked. I was a little. 1 raat ma Lahore ma bahir gumne k liye nikla apne saare dosto k sath or different places par gaie wahan 1 larki thi jo k baar baar hamare group ki taraf daikh rahi thi ma ne to notice nahi kiya lakin mere 1 dost ne notice kiya iss ne sab ko bataya. Ma ne phr bas isi waqat se ise daikhna suru kr diya. Bohat notice kiya ise is ne bohat baar smile b di. Who wahan apni family k sath aie hoi thi. Phr ma ne is k picha suru kiya jahan who jati wahin ma aa jata. Mere dost one kaha k kisi tara apna. "Hmmm" "Think I'll go for the slutty long haired brunette look", I said to myself. Who was I k**ding, everything girl related I own is slutty, hahaha! "Ohhh!" I thought. "Sluttier!" I went back to my dresser and went through my stocking, panyhose and body suits. I have long legs, a round butt and a small waist so I look killer in any of my sexy girl stuff. I decided to put on some black nylon thigh highs, a black lace garter belt that attached to the thigh highs and my killer black fish net. At every incident, I could see the look in Father Stephen's eyes grow harder and more full of contempt. At the end of the whole story, I could barely breathe.Then his arms enfolded me and held me. The constriction in my chest eased. I could only hope that Shannon was able to feel the relief I was experiencing for her. Not for the first time, nor probably for the last, I cursed the fact that I never saw what happened after I jumped, I never knew how much the people I'd replaced knew or.