She stood in front of his door unmoving. Her pale violet eyes stared at the golden 5H at the top of the black metal door. Slowly she lowered her eyes ...o stare at the small circular hole in the center of the door. As she had known it would be, the peep hole was dark. He was watching her. Emboldened and slightly annoyed she stared back, her gaze cold and unblinking. She felt her eyes begin to burn and reflexively she blinked, looking down at the floor beneath her feet. She heard the two clicks as. My hands slipped under the t-shirt I had given her for her pajamas and began to softly knead her bare skin. Inch by inch I raised her shirt higher and higher on her body, until she lifted off of me, her body poised like a cobra and discarded the garment. She made quick work of my shirt, tossing it aside as well. Each of us topless, she pressed her firm breasts against my chest, her lips finding mine again as we continued to kiss. She began to slowly undulate her hips, rubbing her panty-clad. But she never comes over. I take one last drag and put the stub out. Pick up my still steaming mug and bring it inside. I sit down back at my computer, open a blank page, and put fingers to keyboard to record my thoughts. My writing is interrupted- Knock knock knock then my phone vibrates in my pocket, sending shivers down my leg. 'Knock knock knock' it read. I open the door and there she stands, her face damp. It wasn't raining and her eyes were red, fresh from crying. "Well come inside" I. But if I don't hold to my principles in my heart, why do I bother having them? I have to do this, I have to be true to Jesus."Tess kissed him very tenderly. "That's a real good answer." She sighed. "If only you really knew what you are asking from me." I don't think I even know what I'm asking from myself. That's why I'm concerned." Well, OK, we need some rules. How about no means no?"Josh laughed. "Yeah, I'll struggle with that one." One of the things he liked about Tess was her sense of.