The parties were all boring and besides uncles and aunts hardly anyone of my age could be seen. I was getting hopeless but was still attending them as...i was hooked to eating party food. So love of food kept me going and eventually lend me where i wanted to be somewhat. I met Shandya at a such party, she was my Father's friend's wife. It was not any different then meeting all other people. But what followed catapulted me and Shandya in a spiral that finished with me giving her the most desired. I knew it wasn’t much but I thought it may have her thinking about me, I could tell she thought I was attractive. I'm very involved in my tech and she is aware of this, so the next time I saw her was as I was getting into my car and she was putting her bins out. She asked regarding her computer and the problems she was having with it, I told her I was a bit busy but I would come over later on and check it out. When I got back home I decided to go over and knock on her door, her son opened it. I. "Probably not, it's been mostly authors and a college basketball player," John replied."Cool," I said.We cuddled for a few more minutes. I turned back around, and laid on my other side. He put his arms around me, and I really felt safe. I think he might have wanted to do something, so I turned around and kissed him again."You are the most stable man on the planet, and let's just try this once," I said.Then he kissed me on the lips, as he got on top of me."So, does this mean you want it?" I. He greeted us all individually as we made our way back to our seats. Anders was sitting in one of the last rows. I thought about moving to join him, but decided that might seem desperate. I sat down alone in my old seat 3 rows from the front of the bus.Luke again picked up the microphone and announced that the drive to Skipton would only take about another hour. I resumed watching the countryside. The side of the road was covered with daisies, bright yellow like tiny flashes of sunshine. My.