I do not know how I am going to deal with this. I do not know what I am going to say to Ken. I feel so ashamed and dirty. I played the roll of a slut ...nd I became one? How could he forgive me? How can I forgive myself? Thursday October 30, 1980 Dear Diary: I could not bring myself to write these last three days. My mind has been awash with feelings of dread and anger. I taught my lessons without energy or joy. My steps were so heavy Monday and Tuesday that several students asked why I looked so. The Jihadists finally got their shit together enough to attack the FED A in a series of operations designed to leave the country in the hands of Jihadism. They had a few early successes and then suffered a multitude of failures when the people of the FED A decided that it was time that the opposition to freedom had to go.Jihadism was devastated. Outlawed by the United Nations as a cult of murder, the counterattacks by the FED A were far ranging and the FED A Internal Revenue Service began to. .. FUCK ME. Everyone else watch me! Watch me Stu, watch your whore wife work to save you!!"With these words, Quinton started to come. When he was done and pulled away, I could see Paula's hole gaping open and leaking cum. She remained in the obscene kneeling position, and quickly Sid moved in behind her, shedding his pants to thrust his cock up her well- lubricated pussy.Paula responded immediately: "Yes, Yes, another one... great... keep me filled."My attention was drawn back to Andy and Lara,. ."My voice is soft, warm, almost hypnotic, and you unconsciously relax. I dip my fingers into the bowl - warm silicone lube - and they come out glistening. I tease your cheeks apart, probing… you shiver as I ease a finger between them… then a second.You feel me spreading the slippery stuff between them, my voice low, reassuring… closer and closer to your tight anal ring. I return to the bowl, again and again, my fingers soothing your apprehensions… you melt, and the tip of one finger just.