I have successfully auditioned for Helen's people, and I will be in sexy videos too. There are no men involved in the making of the films, only women....ustyna (she's the director) want to shoot her next film at our house, so it's all very natural. She is going to come and meet my Mum soon to discuss it. This is all MEGA exciting!"Kate?" That's Mum shouting up the stairs."Please come down for breakfast."So, in my red satin pyjama top (a gift from Helen after her filming trip to Bali) and my long. I even looked into getting golf shoes in a slightly higherheel, reasoning that the extra height would increase my swing arc andgive me a few extra yards.On a personal level I was still taking the contraceptives religiously.It was fast becoming part of my morning routine, and I didn't feel theshock and humiliation as much as time passed. I reasoned that all of usguys were in the same boat, and there was nothing we could do about ournew situation.My practice round went fairly well, but I was. But it was required so I did my best.Before I joined the Fleet time had little meaning to me. T ime does not mean much too a civilian. What was the difference if you slept in a minute or took a little longer to eat your meal?To a cadet at the Academy, a minute had sixty seconds and each second counted.Instead of getting up at 0400, getting up at 0348 was a better idea. In ten minutes you could shave, bathe, polish your boots and have time for mending a rip on your uniform.Yes they made us do. Augh!I looked back toward the door and at the amount of space on Brad's sideof the bed. In the king sized bed there was enough room for him toclimb right in and not even notice me. That wasn't going to cut it. Ishifted over to the middle and pulled the covers up and around my neck. No, I kicked a leg out on his side of the bed. Yeah, let's see you getin bed without touching me now. The toilet flushed and the door opened a moment afterwards. I had myeyes shut and was struggling to not.