Once I felt I had applied enough, I dipped the applicator tube into the Astroglide and filled the tube. I sat down on the toilet seat, leaned back and...spread my legs allowing myself the opportunity to insert the applicator in loosening asshole and slowly inject the lube in my ass. A little preparation goes a long way. I was now ready for Holly to take my ass this evening.I walked back into the master bedroom and made sure the two strap-on harnesses, dildos, and other toys were out and available. I was seeing a therapist for months because of Birgit and the fact that I had pretty much ruined every relationship I had. Melanie feels the same way. The difference is that she doesn’t think any of it can be fixed and she says she hates herself.“She also thinks we all hate her. We don’t, of course. She is fixated on having some kind of relationship with me, but that was never something that was really discussed when we were dating. She found Pete and ended our relationship. Now, she not only. I spent the first few months trying to fit into college life, making friends and trying to put my past behind me.I never really had a lot of male friends but girls seemed to love me and would always want to hang. I was told I was a 'pretty boy' by a lot of women, and I guess that made most men jealous of me, the fact I received so much attention from women. The weird thing was, I never really knew how I felt about it all.My best friend Leanne was fascinated with me. She would always flirt with. We chatted for a few minutes, and when the other three guys gave up and walked away, I asked, ‘It’s not so noisy and smoky at my place. Do you want to come over and play some ping pong?’ We didn’t have a TV, but our ping pong table stood prominently in the middle of our living room. It may seem like a ping pong table was a tactical error for four guys whose main mission in life was to nail as many girls as we could during the relatively short time span of our college careers, but it worked.