I moved the other hand up her arm to her hands against the wall. As they were close to together I was able to use my fingers to lock onto both of her ...rists with firm pressure to let her know that I was going to be in charge. I had fantasized dozens of times about being in exactly this position; standing behind Alex with my cock buried in her pussy, but I was usually holding a breast in each hand as I slowly stroked then pounded her pussy to orgasm. I could tell by her sounds and movement of. I felt my sister stiffen beside me. There was no moment of confusion or disorientation, I knew exactly where I was, who I was with and who was trying to wake me. My pulse quickened as I felt a hand on my shoulder. “Lee, open them and look at me.” I forced my lids open to see Holly staring up at mom with wide wild eyes. Caught! I could read it in her expression and I knew mine was the same. I looked up at our mother and saw a worried, concerned woman looking back at me, she said to both. I said it would never happenbecause Bill was my best friend. Both Jenny and Melanie laughed when Isaid that.But they were right, as I was to find out the next day. Later thatafternoon mom had me help her with the laundry and fix dinner. In themorning I stood in front of the mirror naked, admiring myself from thewaist up. There was only one defect. I folded it out of the way andstood there. Now I looked like a girl, and wanted to look the way I didthen, but did not know how. That's how I was. I am amazed at how much I had let my mind take me away, yet I continued to function. I glance up at the numbers as the elevator climbs its way from floor to floor, 4,5,6,7….. As the doors part, I exit the elevator, the fear in my stomach solidifies. I check the numbers and head toward the room that is indicated in the envelope. My heart is pounding and my mind is racing, my breath coming in short shallow gasps as I near my destination. When I find the door I stop myself, and take a moment to.