As I guided my hand on the wall as I walked my hand hit something. It felt like a person. I wasn't sure but I was scared and for some reason I put my ...ther hand to the wall to feel what it was. I felt all over the object because I couldn't see then I felt something grab me and pull me towards the object. I could now here someone breathing and my heart started to beat uncontrollably. I yelled but no one could hear me. Then out of nowhere lips pressed against mine. And I got really turned on. It. "Huh?"Faye rolled her eyes, a smile twisting the corner of her lips as shecaught me lost in my own little world. "You're still going to need a brathough, so we'll have to get you measured up. Obviously nothing I have isgoing to fit you."My cheeks flushed red.. "Oh, yeah? Then what size is your bra, smartass?"Her eyes moved back down to her breasts as she spoke. "Since I became agirl? My boobs kinda fluctuated in size...I guess that's just hormones andjunk, but that happens to a lot of women. Maybe my business trip in the North would be a success after all. As last orders was called the moment of truth came, just as I was about to ask whether she was interested in heading onwards she pounced, her question of how close my hotel immediately making her aims clear. Tonight was going to be a fun night!Entering my room, the conversation that had flowed so seamlessly on the walk back subsided, replaced by the hormones in the room. The look on Zoe’s eyes meant nothing further needed to be. I felt a wave of depression surge over me at this thought, and suddenly the idea of ringing Claire came to me. I walked back out and looked at my phone, desperately wanting to call Claire, but also aware that this would make me look desperate and needy to her. I was literally being torn in two by the decision and my indecisiveness. In the end, however great the extreme pain I was in, I knew I couldn’t allow myself to look so weak and pathetic in the eyes and mind of the woman I loved. She was.