I dressed in white silky underwear, white shiny stockings and a whitesee through negligee, three inch white stiletto strappy shoes. As I wasputting on...makeup I heard dad in the bathroom whistling some tune. Iwent down into the lounge, lowered the lighting, got two glasses and abottle of wine from the fridge. I was looking forward to getting fuckedsenseless tonight."Liz darling you look out of this world"He rushed over and hugged me to him kissing my neck."Greg my lover, I want you badly, but. You do not have a girlfriend, you just have video games.”“I was doing homework, Mother. Kevin was playing video ga-”“Fei hua!” Mother cut in angrily. “I am giving you too much free time and you are wasting it. Tonight after homework you will create a résumé and tomorrow you will apply for three jobs. Do you understand?”Mandarin. She was serious. “Yes, Mother. I understand.” I took the garbage bag and left the apartment, taking it to the chute. Sighing to myself, I threw the garbage down,. Jane opened herself to the pleasure, and opened her soul to him at the same time."David," she began, "today while we were walking in the forest I felt something strange come over me. I felt that we were separated from the world, surrounded by a new universe. It was a strange, but good feeling; I wanted to be part of it. The feeling was so strong, but I didn't know how to tell you. Then you spoke to me and said exactly what I was thinking. It wasn't natural; it was better. I couldn't say. I take him in. Turn on, shame, restriction, thoughts, everything, flow over me at once, taking me out of the moment, then bringing me back in. I hope he doesn't push me all the way, and at the same time he tells me to let him know if it hurts. Again, I'm thankful for his consideration.A lingering thought remains in my mind and I wonder if I should tell him that I can take him in deeper if he'll let me do it my way, but I refrain from making the suggestion. He directs it exactly the way he wants.