Ill be there, yes, but whats this with him business? Yes of course! Good, come to my house at eight okay? Kay, see you then! Shane grinned a huge mis...hevious smile and then kissed me gently on the cheek, which he hardly ever did. I was a bit shocked and he chuckled as he walked away. the whole rest of the day I was so excited for his party. Shane was very popular so theres be a ton of my friends there, and good music and knowing Shane, good food too. I paced my room at almost eight,. " But...But why?" It's pretty simple, sweetheart." I respond in the soft, motherly voiceI now possess. "I want to be you. I've wanted to be you for years. Youknow I wore your clothes when I was younger. I tried to look like you,act like you when I was dressed like you. I wanted your life. To be awife and mother. I wanted your precious sex. Now I have a once in alifetime opportunity to take your life and I am. I have to. It's allI've dreamed about for years." What the hell is going to happen. She could feel he was somewhat nervous as well, but he was steady as he opened the door and turned on the light. The bed that was so inviting earlier in the day now made Sarah want to run away. What if she’s bad at this? He led her straight there and sat down on the edge patting the spot next to him, inviting her. Once seated he leaned into her gently, kissing her softly and tucking her hair behind her ear, “I love you, Sarah.” She smiled into him, and relaxed, then realized she was ready for. I must trust their judgement." Rising suddenly, he said, "But forgive me my manners, my friend. Ihaven't been up long and was still preparing for my first drink of theday. Would you care to join me?" No, thank you," I replied sadly, watching as he shrugged and pouredwith his remaining hand a tumbler of bourbon, filling the glass nearlyhalf full.We spoke for a few moments more until I could politely take my leave. Itsaddened me as I left to realize that the lovely Louise had not been theonly.