That is the reason I would not recommendd you try it. If not done right you could be dead. If done with homemade equipment you could be dead. It could...even cripple you for life. You may find all kinds of posts on the internet that tell you how to do it, even on U Tube. Don't trust what most of them say. For instance there are a number of them that use a Amplifier or tape machine, etc as the source. They may even suggest certain music that packs a punch. NEVER, NEVER, NEVER use music in. After few moments I thought it was just an act in deep sleep. I again tried to sleep and now I was really in deep sleep after 15 minutes.In deep sleep I felt something was moving around my vest as some insect is trying to poke into. In sleep I moved my hands near my to check and felt that It was Radhika and fingers rolling into my vest. I caught hold of fingers and turned back and saw Radhika smiling. I whispered into her ears: what are doing Radhika.She gave a naughty smile and said nothing. I was still 18, and living with my parents as I had just graduated high school, managing to buy things to dress and play in over the final school year from my after school job. Now that it was just part time work, I had time to play while my parents were off at work during the day. Now my own playtime was staring me in the face, and I was scared. I kept everything hidden from anyone in my life about this. I figured that I was bisexual some time ago, but it's not something I was willing to share. I called Kat and let her know I would not be up there over the weekend she said that was fine as her other son was taking here to a concert. Guard duty went well boring though driving an old school jeep with a ratty 4 cyl engine around gets old after 3 hours. The only thing we had to watch out for was 1 buffalo. well the next week was quiet with 1 live fire exercise on Tuesday thru Thursday which was fun due to me being the drive of our vehicle. Friday was spent cleaning vehicles weapons and.