I was trying to imagine myself in thisguise and get into a female frame of mind. We got out of the car. Iswung my legs out as Liz had recommended. I a...mired the smooth legs andstockings that preceded me."Since we are meeting Bessie at 4.30 I won't have time to change at theclub. So I'll have to get ready here. If you get the job, we'll have tofigure out where you will change. Go admire yourself and don't getmessed up. I will change and do my makeup as quick as I can." Liz was intop gear now.The. After a few minutes Pat came back out and said that to avoid any trouble or talk she made a deal with Nancy. Paul and I came into the room and really did not know what to expect. I knew Nancy was a wild one, but no group stuff so I was somewhat apprehensive. As we got into the room Pat looked at us and said "I was honest, I told Nancy what we were doing today, I explained how you two were sucking each other off". I thought great I get to go through life as a cocksucker now. Then Pat said,. You could have stopped what was happening, but you chose not to. Those flimsy little scarves could never have held you here, in a world where you can bend steel with your bare hands. But your submissive nature wanted it to happen, craved it. Angela, it's very important that you understand who you are. You have to come to terms with this or it will drive you insane. That's what's been happening. It's why you've been so depressed. You wanted to be with me - you have since I rescued you, you said. I thought I had made myself very clear on that matter," Amber growled.For the next day and a half, Tommy moped around the house. He and his mother, hardly speaking.Amber began packing her husband's case for his trip. She walked down the hall and stopped at Tommy's bedroom. The door was open, and Tommy was on his bed staring at the ceiling."Are you alright, darling?" Amber asked in a concerned motherly tone.Tommy grunted.Amber put the clothes down she was carrying and sat on the edge of Tommy's.