Di- hmmmmmmm.Me- to aisa bolo n, to phir chale boat ke aandaar.Mere ye sabd kehte hee bhabhi mein aur di teeno boat ke aandar gaye mene apna ek haath ...habhi ki gaand par aur dusra di ki mein unke beech mein(mein to bohot khush hua ki saala 17 saal ki umar mein do aurtoo ko ek saath chod rha huuunn)to phir hum boat pe pohche mein naga tha aur mene boat wale ko bola ki bahar saaman par dekho usne jee sahab bolkar chala gaya or hum room mein ghush gaye mene room ko lock kiyaOr mein jungli ki tarah. "We were just trying to find a suitable place for your wedding, Ian. We aren't trying to interfere," she said rather defensively."I was hoping it would be more of a consultation, Mom. This is being presented to us as a done deal. I think Deb and I would like to discuss the when and where before we make any commitments."I could see the look of surprise and consternation on my mother's face and it was Dad who intervened and cooled an awkward situation."You haven't been committed to anything,. But forget that. You need to eat, Babe. We can talk on the way to the hospital.”Jessica finished her breakfast and we got our coats for the walk to the hospital in the mild December air.“Do you really think I’m emotionless?” I asked.“Not quite emotionless, but your attempts to be calm sometimes hide your feelings. In some cases, that’s a good thing. But this morning, it wasn’t. Or when Kara got pregnant.”“So what are you saying? I should show more emotion?”“You get very excited when your. They were so engrossed in their act that they did not even notice me hiding & watching them this went for a good 3 mts after which mom started wriggling out of uncles hold saying that tutu will come in any moment.I dispersed at once & came thru the kitchen door normally we would have a Thursday holiday from school & all my siblings would go out doors or into our fields right from morning & would return back by 1-2 pm for lunch, I would hang around with my mom or do my painting /drawing at home.