I hadn't been this close to another woman since I started dating Belinda 12 years before. I took my vows seriously. Yes, Belinda and I were going thro...gh a rough patch, but we'd work it out. At the moment I was terrified that someone might see Kathy and I together, draw the wrong conclusion, and tell my wife. It never occurred to me that Kathy might be hinting at something else.We went back to the house, and the rest of the evening Kathy was as affectionate as possible given all the chaperones. He was in the high school band and orchestra, and he went dancing with girls. I thought whistling was a waste of breath except for calling dogs.Jack was the oldest kid in the family. He was seventeen and big, a lot bigger than I was. Most people were bigger than I was. I was nine going on ten-years-old. I was almost five feet tall. Jack was six foot one. I weighed 84 pounds. Jack weighed 170. We got along pretty well, well enough that I didn't think about it much. We pretty much lived in. But just don't make her mine too, okay?" Yeah. Okay."After gassing up the car, visiting the john, and filling our guts, I sat in the back seat with Tammy while Holly drove."Shit, Holly. Now I'm not sure if this is such a great idea. She's going to be very... insistent about having sex. He's made sex the most important thing in her life. I can't believe how strong her desire is." Well, can't you just fix that?" Maybe, but... The more I do now, the more it might make it harder to undo the rest of. As she started to masturbate, I felt my dick strain to get free. I quickly unzipped my pants and tried to pull it out, but as I did, she climaxed, raising her hips off the bed, and I came in my pants.They lived there for two years, and I saw her on many oc-casions after that, and even though she went out of her way to let me see her naked or partially dressed, nothing ever hap-pened between us. Probably because of my shyness. (I think she was willing.)She was my fantasy girl and I dreamed of.