I couldn't and wouldn't tell her that I was a crossdresser or that it was my punishment for cheating on her.The next week my hair was permed, and cut ...nto a female wedge .I had acrylic nails attached, given a french manicure. I had to wear hoops in my ears now.The worst came when Sarina decided that I had to give notice and look for a job as a female. All the people at work were always giving me this smirking grins and no one would talk to me , all my friends at work were staying away as if. So I didn't feel like I was missing anything only being with one man. I told my friends some of the things he did to me they told me I was experience because they never did half of the things being with over 4 or 5 guys my sexual experience was extensive. A lot of my girlfriends told me they never had an orgasm. I lucked up with Doug. He had everything big and with a curve. I've seen a lot of penises before but only in porno's Doug's penis was too big to just put inside me without a lot of. I didn't want her to cool down too much, just enough so that she could continue–I wasn't finished with her yet!When I saw that her breathing had become more regular I asked. "Are you ready to continue? I still have another couple of holes to fill!"Carol smiled "I was hoping you weren't finished with me. Where to next, lover?" Well, you did say something about loving the feeling of a hard cock up your ass. I've still got the cock if you have the ass!"Carol threw her legs apart and up over her. I feel so close to you!"I could see the tears welling up in her eyes when she exclaimed, "Get the fuck out of here, bitch!"But she said it in such a touching way. She obviously feels as close to me as I do to her. I grabbed a tissue from her desk, wiped my eyes and said, "It's a good thing for you I'm so nasty."Then I turned and Kathy and I hurried out. When we reached the front of the building Lucas was working the security desk with Mac. He shook his head when he saw us and asked, "Are you.